When i first saw you, i didn't know that you are a disaster
in my life, beginning of sleepless nights, dreamy days, and relief less
life !!!
I tried to ignore you thousand times but failed. In few
days, you became best person on earth, your name became best name of this
world, and your voice became sweetest voice. I didn't know anything about you
but my heart was continuously saying that you are the best one, you are pure
hearted person like a new born baby.
I started trying to
find the ways to see you. Whenever I saw you it was like being the luckiest person
of the world. Started wandering. Took a wrong turn. Didn’t know what was doing.
One day (Worst day), we became friends. Felt, like I have
won the world. Now I could see you easily, I could hear you, I could talk with
you, I could touch you, I could know you, I could spend time with you. But what
about feelings? You were thinking we are friends only but I dreamed something
else, I know we were friends but I had more feelings for you so when I realized
that I can’t handle it, tried to finish, but you didn’t let me do that. I
continued.
Then finally that day I told you what actually I feel about
you, I cried a lot that day because I thought I have lost you (Wish it could be
happened). But you neither accepted nor rejected.
I again continued with that, now you knew everything, for
you it was all normal but for me it was not same. I started searching something
in your eyes, I thought maybe one day your eyes will say something what your tongue
didn’t say till then.
I waited, waited, waited and waited…but your eyes didn’t say
a single word. In fact your tongue gave me pain a thousand times.
Now I am fed up of this, please let me live, take your memories, feels, touch, talks,
and fuck off.
I pray one thing only, Wish! I
could hate you.L
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